"I did." Sara chuckled. It was one of her favorite ways, to be on top, riding. Theo never let her do it. He never let her be on top in anyway. He thought it was "unmasculine" of him to be on bottom, if just for a little bit. "You seem to know how to shag me just the way I like it."
Sara slowly let her gaze meet Clara's smiling one with apprehension. "It...does? Me having feelings for you?" she asked quietly.
Looking away at the mention of her ex-girlfriend, Sara nodded. She was silent for a few minutes before she explained. "I had real feelings for her." Her voice seemed almost wistful, maybe even pained. "Strong feelings. And I got scared and pushed her away and did all these horrible things to her to try and push my feelings away and now she hates me." She turned back to look at Clara. "I don't want you to hate me."