Shifting nervously, Heidi had expected Gabrielle to get mad. She didn't know if she liked the silence better. "I-I am sorry. You're a beautiful girl and under any other circumstances I would be..honored, to bed you. But I can't." She sighed, "Tracey means too much to me and I've already screwed up one time too many..." she rambled on, again in stress not noticing her use of her girlfriend's name.
Looking shyly at Gabrielle, Heidi was surprised to see her hand under her skirt now, seeking release. Heidi couldn't manage to tear her eyes away and just watched the french girl as she touched herself, knowing that she should probably leave, but her feet wouldn't listen.