ellathestrange (ellathestrange) wrote in ageofdarkness, @ 2010-07-18 12:00:00 |
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Entry tags: | ella lestrange |
Who: Ella by herself
What: Ella might be growing up a little.
When: Sunday
Where: Rab's place that he's willingly let her hijack because RAB IS A DOUCHE :P
Warnings: Melancholy.
Ella woke up alone, the place feeling empty and silent as it was. She'd felt better temporarily the night before, but then the cold had passed over her again and she was feeling..well, maybe rigid might have been a good word for it. Things were changing, dynamics were changing and Ella had no control to stop it. She hated that, too, not having control. She was used used to having control and she didn't like it, at all, that she was losing it.
She got out of the bed and ran through her habitual morning routine; shower, eat, pull on clothes. She debated over T's shirts for a few minutes before deciding on something that actually belonged to her.
She had no idea where to begin her day. Normally, she pestered Rab but he wasn't here and she didn't want him to be. She would have gone out and met up with someone fun, but she didn't really want to see anyone now that she'd slept and let her thoughts settle back into her head, the Vertiaserum having mostly worn off.
So she did the only thing she could think of; she made her way to her trunk and pulled all of her old potions books out and tossed them on her bed. She claimed a spot on the bed and crossed her legs beneath her, settling in for a long day ahead. She opened the very first volume and set to reading.
She couldn't rely on anyone else anymore and the first step was making sure she could get through school just fine without her sister's potions assistance. She'd get through everything else just fine one her own.