He did love Remus. Even if he didn't consciously realize it, he did. He was in love with Remus Lupin and the way Sirius was looking at him right now said it all. He trusted him, completely, which was something Sirius normally didn't do. The only person he trusted completely was James and his reaction to the two of them dating had felt like a stab in the back. Still, right now his eyes were trained on Remus, listening to his voice, body moving with his. Letting out a soft whimper, Sirius bit his lower lip, it hurt but it was getting better.