Lucien Harper (lucien_h) wrote in 4bidden, @ 2014-07-23 21:54:00 |
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Entry tags: | #week: 2, &day: monday, *character: lucien harper, *character: nate kingston, @location: lucien harper's house, ~thread: complete |
Who: Nate and Lucien
Where: Lucien's home, Nate and Lucien's room
When: Week 2, Monday Night
What: Lucien wants to talk, about everything.
Rating: NC-17 - cause these boys, they get it on.
Status: In-progress
So Lucien had been think about this for a while. It would be best on both of them in the long run, but at the same time it scared him. Scared him unlike anything else. What he was thinking about was freeing Nate. Nate meant so much to him, he was his lover, best friend, and soulmate. But would free be the best? Nate seemed perfectly happy to be with him, even if he was labeled a slave. If Lucien freed him, would that mean that Nate would leave him? His heart said no, that Nate would stay with him forever, but his head said he would leave. Why would he not want to go find his family?
His mind always did this to him. It fought against his heart, thinking it knew best. He could not lose Nate. If he did he would never be able to come back from it. It would be too much. Too much for him to cope with. That was another reason why he had been taking to drinking from time to time. Now he was more careful. He always had mints or mouth wash to hide the smell of liquor.
He had actually done good that day. He had not drank at all, even though he had a lot to do. He was trying, he really was, but not as hard as he should. But he wanted to talk about this idea on his mind. If he freed Nate then they could be like real boyfriends and go on dates without having people look at Nate's fucking collar. That damn thing, Lucien hated it. He wanted to burn it, but they had to have it on Nate when they went out.
Lucien has just got out shower and only had on a briefs and one of Nate's long sleeved shirts as he jumped on the bed, smiling at his boyfriend, reading on their bed. "Hey, I was thinking on Friday we could go out on a date." He said, putting his legs under him.