Daani Johal (princessdaani) wrote in 20somethings, @ 2021-07-28 21:48:00 |
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Entry tags: | c: daani johal, d: 2027 07, ~ complete, Ω: owls/texts |
Texts, unsent: Daani to Manny
Who: Daani Johal
What: Texts to Manny (and muttering to self in between). All texts unsent
When: Weds 28th July, early evening
Warnings: implied miscarriage and abortion
Completion Status: Complete
(Unsent)Daani: I miss you
"Well, that's not gonna help-"
(Unsent)Daani: We need to talk
"Not ominous at all-"
(Unsent)Daani: So I was pregnant with your child and I decided to get rid of it without even telling you only I lost it first and I couldn't even tell you that. I hated lying to you so much I broke up with you and broke both our hearts
"Not via text." Sniffling sounds are heard.
(Unsent) Daani: It's been a long time. Probably not long enough, I don't even know if you changed your number or anything like that. I have so many things I want to say to you, but I don't know if you want to hear them
A quiet sigh
(Unsent) Daani: Do you know how tempting it is just to come to the hospital and lurk until I see you? I can't stand having that much fake lunch with my mother though
(Unsent) Daani: I think you would have liked living by the sea. Or at least how much time I spend in swim gear
The wetsuit is a bit less sexy than you think though
(Unsent) Daani: Our baby might have been born by now if it had lived. I'm still not really ready for a baby
(Unsent) Daani: I still love you