Lily felt as though her lips were sealed shut. "It hasn't been easy." She couldn't figure out how to express the feeling that was brewing in the pit of her stomach. "It feels like I lost both of them. Dad was supportive to a fault and mom was distant but now with him living at the castle I don't have much contact with either of them."
She didn't even know where her siblings stood if there were sides to be had. "I've just been throwing myself into my training to keep my mind of it, you know?"