"I know," Holly replied, "but still, I want you to know I'm trying." She didn't want Jules to ever think she took her for granted, even as their lives moved in different directions as they aged
Holly ignored her soup at Jules' question, and she simply couldn't wait even though she knew she wanted to hear what her friend had to update her on as well. She made a nervous face, "I sort of asked Alexander to move in? And told him I love him?" She paused there, for Juliet's reaction - her friend was so good at assuaging her fears, and so Holly wanted to know what Juliet thought before she spiraled into her abandonment fears during the conversation with Alexander.