(ง'̀-'́)ง (future_dust) wrote in zenithnetwork, @ 2016-03-17 00:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | #day 025, jim, juno, lennon, oliver |
Private messages
[Private message to Jim: 4pm]
people come to you with crisis of all kinds, right? does one need to believe in god to do so or can we talk?
i mean, i get it if you'd rather not deal with my shit, it's your god given right. just let me know.
[Private message to Lennon: 4:03pm]
do you think we can still be friends after what happened? i don't know what happened after i left but you stayed and you probably think i'm a shitty friend. i probably am. i don't really know how to be one. but i promise you i tried and dude my heart is fucking broken but i just couldn't keep it up.
if you think maybe that thing we said when we were burning down my dad still applies, at least between us two, if the 'any time' thing is still real i'd [...] i don't know, nevermind. i'm sorry, dude.
[Private message to Oliver: 4:10pm]
i'm sorry you had to reveal so much of yourself like that and for basically nothing. i kind of had to do that a while ago, not to help anyone, just because the people who run this gave me no choice and i know it sucks. come to think of it, this one time i also had to reveal some personal shit to marco to see if it helped him with the whole 'you're not the only one hurting' thing but...no dice. apparently.
i don't know why i'm sending you this it's just my head feels like a million crossed wires and it felt important to get this out. thanks for trying to help. and i never thanked you properly for teaching me all that shit, so thanks for that too.