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Tweak says, "Nuh uh dunna think so"

jester lavorre 🍭 critical role. (trickeries) wrote in valloic,
@ 2020-10-03 18:07:00

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!network post, critical role: jester lavorre

So I think I'm caught up to some of you guys now. I remember everything about getting to Rumblecusp, fighting Vokodo, [...] planning and finally doing Travelercon. And I remember leaving Rumblecusp, too.

I just, you know, wanted you guys to know that I know now. ☺️☺️☺️ You guys are so great. Literally the best. Thanks for all of your help and everything and just generally being especially awesome.

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	fjordtough 2020-10-03 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	It was all you, Jes. We always support our own. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-03 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	I had lots of ideas and things, but I couldn't have made all of them come to life without all of you. I just feel really lucky that I have the best friends in any world. ~~And~~ And I appreciate what you did, too. Just [...] in case I don't make sure you know that back home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fjordtough 2020-10-03 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	Whatever it takes. Always. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-03 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	But still. It matters. You know, to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fjordtough 2020-10-03 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad. And I'm glad to know I was ~~mostly~~ wrong about the Traveler, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trickeries
2020-10-03 10:46 pm UTC (link)

~~He's~~ He's good, at heart, you know? And I know he cares about me, and I'm just as much his best friend as he is mine [...]

But I think maybe, after being here for so long--I don't know. Maybe things would have been a little different for me now than they were for me there? It's weird. It's like I have two mes in my head right now. Is this what it feels like for you guys?

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	fjordtough 2020-10-03 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I feel like there's like four mes. I think the best course of action is to try and ignore the what ifs and focus on what's in front of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-03 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? Are you happy with you you are now? And I think it's less wondering what I might have done if I'd been who I think I am now, and more just trying to figure out how I feel about it, maybe?? But I know I'm glad I tried to save him [...] and I'm even more glad that you tried to save me, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fjordtough 2020-10-03 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Yeah, I think so. Minus maybe the soreness from the dinosaur fights, but what's another scar. I don't think you'd have done anything differently, Jes. You, out of all of us, act the most selflessly and with your heart. That wouldn't have changed anything if you saw someone you cared about, even a little, going through that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-03 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	The timing of your and Caleb's new memories was pretty great there, though, wasn't it? How are you feeling right now? Need anything? I think you're right that I'd have done at least that the time, but I don't know that I'm more selfless than anyone else because of it. You did the same thing, after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fjordtough 2020-10-04 04:11 am UTC (link)
	Nothing eight pies couldn't fix. I think any of us would die for the rest of us, but we won't let any of the rest of us die for anyone else. If that makes sense. And I'd do it again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-05 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	Do you have room to scootch over? If you've got room for me, I'll bring pies and company. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fjordtough 2020-10-05 02:31 pm UTC (link)
	There's always room for Jester. And pie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-05 02:34 pm UTC (link)
	Good. 🙂 I'll be right there. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	shadowhand 2020-10-04 12:21 am UTC (link)
	How are you feeling with all those new memories? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-04 12:24 am UTC (link)
	I'm undecided! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowhand 2020-10-04 12:29 am UTC (link)
	I think that is expected, Jester. Take your time with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-04 01:22 am UTC (link)
	Have you gotten any new memories? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowhand 2020-10-04 01:23 am UTC (link)
	I have not, no. The last thing I remember is you messaging me ~~after~~ in Nicodranas. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-05 02:28 pm UTC (link)
	It feels weird, even knowing exactly what's going on back home, not having you in all of the memories. You feel like one of us now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowhand 2020-10-05 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	It is odd, but I know myself so I suppose it's not altogether unexpected either. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bendreality 2020-10-04 02:52 am UTC (link)
	We are always going to be there for you, Jester. And we are always there to supply alcohol as needed. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-05 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	But it still deserves to be said that there's no better group of friends than you guys. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	pressedflowers 2020-10-04 02:53 pm UTC (link)
	I still haven't remembered anything. I feel I might never catch up. What if I never remember anything? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	trickeries 2020-10-05 02:30 pm UTC (link)
	Even if you don't remember more, you're still you, Yasha! And we can tell you as much or as little as you want to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pressedflowers 2020-10-05 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	It feels like that Yasha and me, we're two different people. I don't know how much I want to know. I just.. is anyone dead? (Reply to this) (Parent)