Lorna Summers ate all the cookies (cosmiccastaway) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-01-05 14:58:00 |
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Entry tags: | lorna dane (polaris), thor odinson |
I guess I picked a good time to get a dog. Champion's been really helpful over the past few hours. After the train ride. He was mad about being in the cargo area, and honestly I was a little sad to let him go.
He doesn't like my Aunt and Uncle's apartment as much as he liked the orchard, but I guess that's a given. I'd rather not be here, too. It's so stressful, we've already had a couple arguments about basically nothing, and my family is probably one of the most disgustingly easygoing ones in existence. I've never really felt like this, so tense and angry at nothing. Well, not at nothing, but with no really good target for my irritation. It would help if I could sleep, but I barely manage, and when I do I dream, and the dreams aren't restful to me. I always wake up, but at least now I have a reason to be upset.
It's terrifying to see the images on the news of the stumps of the Golden Gate Bridge. I feel so sick every time I see it, and it's everywhere. Every time the phone rings we jump and for a minute we all just look at it, too afraid to pick it up. Usually it's just friends and extended family checking up on us. It's so hard to take those calls, and explain what happened, what we're waiting for.
TL;DR I'm bummed, but glad I have my dog around to snuggle.