[Filtered Away from Siblings]
I've been trying to come to terms with the fact that I'm now a vampire, but I've been having a hard time with it. I've hardly left my house since it happened, because I've been having a hard time controlling myself and I don't want to hurt anyone again.. I know there are other vampires here besides my siblings and I'm want to know how you've handled this and gained control over the bloodlust. I don't like this, but I need to gain control over it.