|jem carstairs will be the light at your side (mizpah) wrote in valarnet,|
@ 2014-05-18 04:36:00
|Entry tags:||clary fray, enjolras, jace herondale, jem carstairs, merlin, severus snape|
[Filtered Away from Will Herondale and Tessa Gray]
The only problem with contracting an illness from a dream that doesn't exist in the waking world is that the antidote or at least the drugs that are now keeping me alive don't actually exist in the waking world. When I got sick, I received a box that I keep the drug in in the dreams and inside was enough of the drug for about two months. I got sick at the beginning of April, which means I only have about a month to three weeks left of the drug. If my illness is exactly like it is in the dreams then without the drug, I'll die and I have no idea if it will replenish on it's own because of the dreams or not. I don't exactly want to wait and find out when it's too late that it won't, but I'm not entirely sure what to do.
I know there are a lot of different people out there and I was hoping that there might be someone out there who could help me. How, I'm not entirely sure, but I know that I don't want to die.