|Samandriel will let you call him Alfie if you like (nearestvessel) wrote in valarnet,|
@ 2013-09-04 21:49:00
|Entry tags:||abigail hobbs, anna, anya corazon (spider-girl), castiel, justin taylor, samandriel|
It's harder than I thought to be back.
They're baiting me. Just saying things to get a reaction and I have to force myself to be the better man. To relearn how to ignore them when it seems as though I can do nothing but hear. I'm learning not to listen half so well, but it's still hard.
It feels impossible.
The worst is the ones who saw more than they should have. Only two so far, but they keep looking at me like I should be more than what I am, like they're expecting some great proclamation from on High.
I hate this.
Can I be done with school now?
It was better when I was just that artistic, probably homosexual kid from whom everyone copied their math homework.