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It's worth it, I promise. For the sweats, I used to run a cold bath and just laid in there and read books. Just make sure someone's around to watch you because if you pass out, you can drown that way.
What you're doing takes serious balls. Don't let anyone ever tell you any fucking different, either.
I'm Candy. My husband Remy just posted, but I thought I'd let you know from someone who's been through the same thing, you're not always gonna feel sick.