I am going to second this. I'm Enjolras, and I've been luckier than most people since I can pass for being perfectly within a certain societal view of normal, and to have a supportive family, and I'm sorry this is happening to you. If you need anywhere and can't get Courf: (Number). Or if you're near the UCLA main campus and need help, ask for the ABC. It's kind of our thing, helping people.