I don't actually mind all those video files being on the server as much as I thought I would. I mean, it's always kind of weird and embarrassing watching a video of yourself and a whole heap of it sort of sucked completely but all the ones I've looked at make me look way more badass than I ever felt at the time. Which actually does bother me because, like, that's totally stuck up, isn't it? I really shouldn't be caring how a tv show makes me look when I've been arrested for murder and my dad's trying to take the fall for me. I really don't want him to go to jail. I hope I didn't kill anyone too, but whenever I think about it it seems like the only real explanation and that's actually way more terrifying than anything else that's happened to me, even waking up in a room full of human bones. I wish Scott was here. I'd feel better about everything if I could touch him.