The May Challenge
The Challenge in May:
Severus and Ambition!
Severus and Ambition!
This challenge was suggested by 00sevvie
Slytherin is supposed to be the House of ambition, right? So what were Severus' ambitions throughout his life - not just during the war years, but his personal ambitions as well. Ambitions he might have had to lay aside after the debacle with the prophecy. Why was he Sorted to the House of ambition?
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Maidofkent (I don't seem able to post if I log in a livejournal user)
I'm sure young Severus had other ambitions, as well. As you say, he surely wanted to prove himself. But why is that bad? Ambition strikes me as morally neutral, like courage.
(BTW, I'm also a livejournal user, and I'm trying to think how to describe the convoluted process of actually posting here. It's far from transparent. On the other hand, I am able to comment with no problems. Maybe you have to join the comm as a livejournal user? (unsure).)
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I agree completely with ambition not being necessarily a bad thing. There's a long running Uk radio programme in which people who achieved something worthwhile choose music and talk about their lives. It's interesting how many of them (scientist in particular for some reason) come from very poor backgrounds and have gone on to eg. make significant contributions to cancer research etc. I think it's a shame that the Potterverse seems to view ambition as a purely negative thing.
I don't know if the desire for friendship is an ambition as such, but I do think Severus wants to be recognised for his achievements. It's sad that that wish ends up as 'Look at me'.
And I think this shows Eileen's influence. She was apparently at school while Tom was the Head Boy. A talented kid from an orphanage, whom Slughorn was ready to help place at the Ministry - a pretty good start for a kid without a family. I bet she told Sev that Sluggy was a good man to have as your Head of House - that he liked helping talented kids succeed. Hence the reason Sev believed Lily would sort into Slytherin. She had loads of talent pre-Hogwarts. More control than Sev did. -- Hwyla
We can see how his hopes are quickly dashed when arriving at school. Instead of being admired for his brains and talents, he is scorned and bullied, and almost killed. I seriously wonder if Snape was ever part of the Slug Club. We know that Slughorn admired cleverness and harps endlessly about Lily, but surely Snape was at least as talented, though less gifted in the social graces. Dumbledore turns a twinkling eye to the entire situation.
Since Snape couldn't get what he wanted through conventional means at Hogwarts, he turned to the Dark Arts and the Death Eaters. He likely found the admiration and power he wanted there. However, when his conscience caused him to turn traitor, he had to turn his back on ambition. Small wonder he was bitter and petty toward the students - his prodigious talents were wasted teaching snot-nosed brats how to boil water. He could always experiment on the side, but he was never truly free to develop his talents. While at Hogwarts, his true labor of double-agent went on in near-obscurity.
The final year had to sting immensely, being hated for his actions while all the while he was working for a greater good. IMHO, he died without ever realizing his goals. However, perhaps in life he will gain the fame and admiration that he never received in life.
There's always such a lot of speculation about what Severus actually *did* within the Death Eaters that could have raised him to such an (apparently) eminent position, considering that most DEs didn't ever get to Voldemort's inner circle. But if he was a good healer, that would certainly be a position of some prestige.
The fact that Severus also was able to, not cure, but slow, the progression of Dumbledore's gangrenous state after the ring's attack, and it seems he knew more about how to treat Dark Art curses than most. His experimentation with all things potion and Dark Arts would also be an expression of that interest in healing.
Alison
I also forgot to mention that after finding out the meaning of the prophesy, Snape also gained another ambition: to defeat Voldemort and find absolution, if not necessarily forgiveness. This went counter to his original ambitions of fame and power, which haven't died - time and again we seen an insecure Severus demanding respect and acknowledgment.