mutterings of a music history major (thescarletwoman) wrote in scarletdreams, @ 2008-01-15 01:10:00 |
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Entry tags: | 2005, lily evans, lily/remus, lily/remus/sirius, rated: nc-17, remus lupin, sirius black |
[FIC] Remus/Sirius/Lily; Remus/Lily -- Of Beaches and Sandcastles (NC-17)
Title: Of Beaches and Sandcastles
Author: thescarletwoman
Pairing: Remus/Sirius/Lily; Remus/Lily (implied Lily/James)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: As stated by statelines: "Remus/Sirius/Lily (or Remus/Lily with implied Remus/Sirius and voyeur!Sirius if you're not into the threesome.) Ummm, yeah. I'm thinking a beachhouse. Maybe in Brighton? Rainy and a bit grey, maybe early spring or fall. It can be totally AU to ignore James/Lily, or if you feel like working some sort of plot and context in (plot? what the shit is that?), go for it. ;)"
A/N: A fic written for statelines from my "give me prompts" post back in my LJ. It's was the first time I've ever written a threesome (as the LMoM burst that cherry so to speak) and I was originally going to just stick to Lily/Remus with voyeur!Sirius until this other bunny hit where I could combine... and well, here's the result. *smooch* hope you like it, hon. Thanks to starrysummer for betaing this for me way back when. You rock my world, hon.
Originally Posted: August 2005
When the Marauders left Hogwarts, no one had expected graduation to split up their happy little family. Suddenly, from four boys who had spent every waking moment together for seven years, they were now suddenly split apart into separate worlds. James went off with Lily to do whatever couples did together and Peter... well, no one had heard from Peter for about a month now and they were about to send out a search party. As for Remus and Sirius, they were the only ones in constant contact with each other as Remus was currently sharing a flat with him and living in perfect sin, christening every room of their small flat ("Sirius, you can only christen a room once!") as many times as humanly possible. Life was certainly different than any of them had ever expected.
Which was why, with fall approaching, the quartet had decided to take a trip up to Brighton for a week's vacation. Lily, of course, was included in this, making the quartet really a quintet, but who was counting numbers anyway? The five of them had been apart for too long and were only meeting for dinner once in what Sirius had termed "a blue moon". Thus, Sirius had come up with the grand idea of a "Marauder Prank Planning Session" and would not take no for an answer from any of them. Of course they were no longer in school and there were no pranks to plan, but that would not deter Sirius. It was the idea of getting together that was important to him. Besides, he argued, if they were going to start at the Ministry, they may be able to carry off a few pranks while there. Remus had been the lone hold-out and finally gave in with that argument. He never could refuse Sirius anything. Plans were set, Remus had gotten off work and as for the other boys, the trip was a good two weeks before Auror training was set to begin. Everything was perfect.
Save for one thing: Remus was finding (though he knew he was very much in love with his boyfriend, thank you very much) that his thoughts were drifting to a certain red-head Prefect he had shared rounds with for two years straight during school. They had almost had a relationship during their fifth year but that was before Sirius had... well, Remus wasn't quite sure how things had progressed between them. One minute they were talking about Potions, the next he was being snogged senseless and before he knew it, he was dating one Sirius Black. Of course Remus jumped at the chance to date Sirius (the true object of his affection); things cooled off in other aspects of his life, and nothing ever blossomed between the two bookworms.
So, why now, when Remus knew James was days from asking Lily to marry him, was he fantasizing about what could have been? For someone who knew the finer points of logic like the back of his hand, he was suddenly acting like the most illogical person to ever walk the face of the earth.
Sirius was out for the afternoon and Remus had the day off of work, leaving him blissfully alone with his books. It wasn't often that he had the flat to himself and whenever he did, Remus took full advantage of the time. Sadly, he wasn't far into his first book when he found his thoughts wandering and coming to rest on the red-head he had been obsessing over as of late.
Miss Lily Evans. Merlin, he was like some schoolboy again hoping to get his first handjob.
Remus wasn't sure why he couldn't get her out of his head. Or, rather, imagining what it would feel like with her. Would her lips curl around his cock like Sirius's did? Would her brow furrow in concentration like it used to when they'd study in the library together? Or would he see a completely new side of her? There always was a rumour that red-heads were wild ones...
Closing his eyes, Remus's hand snaked down his chest to palm himself through his trousers; a hiss of breath leaving his lips through clenched teeth. With his eyes closed he could imagine it was her and not his own hand... and not his own boyfriend who could walk in at any minute and watch him pleasure himself while thinking about another...
...and a woman no less.
"Remus?"
Remus's hand flew away from his tented trousers, a loud slap reverberating through the empty flat as his hand hit the top of the oak desk. Breathing hard, it took a minute for his lust-addled brain to realise it was a woman who spoke and not Sirius. Remus shifted in his seat, using the edges of his robe to carefully hide his erection, and ran a hand shakily through his hair. Perfect. Wank thinking about Lily and now she shows up. Absolutely bloody brilliant.
"Back here in the study," Remus croaked out, his voice slightly lower than usual. Merlin, she was going to think he was a... he didn't know what.
She didn't come back immediately. In fact, it took nearly five full minutes before Remus thought he heard footsteps nearing the door of the study. Remus knew it didn't take five minutes to walk from one end of his flat to the other; the flat wasn't that big. The only time it ever took five minutes was when Sirius stopped to remove his clothes as they walked, their hands stroking each other... stumbling as they attempted to walk in any direction...
But that wasn't what Lily was doing, Remus knew, a blush rising to his cheeks. And if he didn't stop his train of thought from heading towards the sexual area, meeting with Lily was going to be more than uncomfortable.
When Lily still hadn't come back, Remus half wondered if Lily had even heard his response when her head poked through the door frame. It was then that he saw how just how bad she looked. Her face was a mess and he could tell she had been crying for a good long time as the rims of her eyes matched the colour of her hair.
Knowing now the reason for the five minute delay, Remus also could tell that the extra time hadn't helped in the slightest. He stood up from the desk and in an instant, Lily had crossed the room and thrown herself at the werewolf. Remus never had a chance. He was eternally thankful for the desk behind him as it was the only thing that saved him from toppling backwards when Lily flung herself at him.
Between sobs, Remus managed to get the whole story. Another of their famous rows had broken out and James had stormed out in a rage, swearing never to speak to her again. After a year and a few months, Remus had learned to brush these fights off, namely because they seemed to happen at least three times a week for the singular purpose of having fantastic "make-up" sex later. But unlike their previous fights, this was the first time James hadn't returned in under five minutes to drag Lily off to bed.
In the back of his mind, Remus wondered why Sirius hadn't tried a similar method yet especially given Sirius's temper.
"Lily, he's going to come back," Remus murmured against her hair, gently rubbing her back. "Maybe you both need some time apart to cool things off for a bit."
"He's... never... coming..." Lily attempted to gasp out.
'This is one of the reasons you gave up on women,' Remus reminded himself.
'And yet you're still fantasising about the one in your arms?' a second voice popped up, chiding him.
"He will," Remus said firmly. "He always has in the past. But in the meantime, come to Brighton with us like we had planned. If James comes, you two can make up there. If he doesn't, you can have a break from everything and decide if this is what you really want."
Lily pulled back from her death grip on Remus's shirt, her tearstains dotting the shoulders. She nodded briefly after thinking for a moment.
"You're right," she said, her voice still fairly emotional. He could hear more unshed tears in her words, but Lily seemed to be struggling to regain control, no matter what the cost. Remus had to give her credit for being as strong as she was. Though, this was Lily, queen of toughness, and a strong character went without saying where Lily was concerned. "That's why I came to you, I knew you'd know what to do."
Smiling weakly, her tough facade not quite so tough again, Lily lightly kissed Remus on the cheek by way of thank you. She headed out of the study; a loud crack a moment later told Remus she had Disapparated for parts unknown. Remus, on the other hand collapsed into his chair, his head in his hands.
It was going to be one long week.
***
Brighton was hell on earth. James was still in a snit and refused to come, Peter cited that work was "too demanding and he simply couldn't get away." No matter how they begged for him to say sod it to work and come anyway, he remained true to his story. Remus started to sense something was up but Sirius just laughed and kissed him and called him a worrywart.
And so it was the three of them.
And Remus could have cut the sexual tension that week with a knife.
Lily was miserable without James around, which made it hard for he and Sirius to have a good time... and things were just going downhill from there.
Once again, Sirius had taken off for the afternoon wanting to check out the pub scene and had left Remus alone. Again. For his part, Remus was beginning to feel slighted by Sirius. This was supposed to be a "bonding" weekend, so why was Sirius trotting off to pubs and Merlin only knew where else.
Lonely and with no one to talk to, Remus thought it might be a good idea to see how Lily was faring. Entering the room of Lily Evans would turn out to be the biggest mistake of Remus Lupin's life.
"Lily? Want a visitor?" he asked, opening the door without knocking as they always did.
Of course Remus had to have horrible timing. It was a law of nature or something. He simply had to open the door just as she was drying off from a shower. Remus's face turned a deep shade of scarlet and he quickly turned around.
"S-Sorry," he stuttered. "I-I di-didn't r-realise..." he mumbled, trying to calm his breathing and return his face to its normal colour.
How Lily managed not to blush was beyond him. "It's alright, Remus," Lily said, not rushing to cover herself with a towel. "I was actually hoping you'd come."
Something in her voice should have told Remus to turn around and leave right then and there. Yet, he stayed and also completely missed the double entendre. He never thought to look for one in the first place. This was Lily after all. She wouldn't bring up these things. Not under... normal circumstances.
"Y... you were?" Remus asked, slightly taken aback.
Lily nodded. "Yes. I want you, Remus."
This didn't compute. She had James... or, once things were patched up she would have James. She also knew he was here with Sirius who would be back any minute now... and oh Merlin, how did he manage to get himself into these things?
"Lily, you're off your rocker."
"Admit it, Remus... you've been thinking about me a lot lately."
Remus had to pause at that. He hadn't said anything about that to anyone; not even Sirius. To his knowledge, Lily had been pants at Divination during school. So either this was just a ploy to get into his trousers and she hadn't counted on hitting the nail on the head or Lily had managed to pick up Divination over the last three months.
The combination of his silence and the surprised look on her face told Remus the former was the truth. "I had no idea..." she said softly. "I was only kidding."
Remus shrugged. "We were close during school and almost got together. Then Sirius and I got together and I knew I fancied blokes and mostly him and so..." he trailed off. "I just started wondering 'what if' lately. I love Sirius but..." he shrugged, letting the rest of the unsaid statement hang in the air.
Lily spread her arms wide. "Now's your chance."
He should have said no. He had a boyfriend, a boyfriend who was Merlin only knew where... and they had never cheated on each other before... and...
Before Remus could react or push Lily away, her hands had tangled in his hair and she had pulled him down for a kiss. Remus didn't fight it. His hands travelled down her already bare back, relishing in the softness of it and how different it was to Sirius's. His tongue coaxed her mouth open and she moaned into the kiss, the two of them fumbling backwards for the bed.
Lily's hands were everywhere, removing his clothes as quickly as possible in discarded piles. It was hard for Remus not to stop to pick them up to fold but when her hand encircled his cock, all thoughts of straightening up the room flew out the window. They fell back on the bed together in a pile of arms and legs, Remus on top and bracing himself above Lily.
"Just once," she said softly, running a fingertip down the centre of Remus's chest, "for what we never did during school."
Remus nodded and buried his face in the valley between her breasts, his thumb and forefinger tweaking a nipple to bring it to a peak. For one night... just once, she had said.
He never saw Sirius in the room.
Lightly, Remus kissed the hollow of her throat and along her jaw line, his fingertips trailing along Lily's stomach. Somehow, instincts had kicked in and his hands moved by feel. Lily's soft moans encouraged him and when his fingers slipped inside her, her head tossed back and Remus knew he had to be doing something right. His thumb rubbed across her clit and Lily nearly cried out.
Sirius, behind them, couldn't stop watching. He knew he should be pissed off for this indiscretion. By all rights, he should burst in there, demand an explanation (even though he had heard it all) and storm out as his temper demanded.
Instead, he found it arousing. Biting his lip, and unable to tear his eyes away, Sirius undid his trousers and slipped his hand inside, feeling relief as his hand wrapped around his cock. This had to be something new for him: wanking while he watched his boyfriend fuck his best mate's girlfriend.
Removing his fingers from her cunt, Remus moved above Lily. He looked into her eyes, giving them both a final moment to back out of this. Pulling him down for a kiss as if to say 'go ahead,' Remus pushed into her with a smooth thrust.
The feeling was completely different. Not altogether unwelcome, but different. Remus built up a rhythm, feeling Lily rock beneath him; her fingernails lightly scoring his back. He kissed everywhere he could reach: neck, chest, lips and felt his stomach tighten with his impending orgasm.
Lily came first, her head tossing back with a low moan; her inner muscles clenching around him. It was enough to send Remus completely over the edge as he came deep inside her with a low groan. A third moan was heard in the room as Sirius came as well, quickly muttering a cleaning charm under his breath and shoving his cock back into his trousers.
Remus's head whipped to the side to see Sirius leaning against the doorframe that lead to the bathroom. His heart sank to his stomach as he saw Sirius standing there; having just watched him fuck another person; Lily no less. The fact that Sirius's hand was in his trousers and that Sirius had just gotten off on watching him had never registered in his brain. All Remus could see was that Sirius was going to be pissed. Remus closed his eyes, lowering his head to Lily's chest. "Oh god," he murmured into her neck.
Lily, on the other hand didn't seem shocked at all. She simply lay on her back, her eyes darting back and forth between a whimpering Remus who lay above her, and Sirius, whose face was completely unreadable and whose hand still was in his trousers.
"I'm up for it if you are," she said, licking her lips.
Remus's head snapped up. This was definitely a side of Lily he had never expected to see. He slipped out of her and looked over at Sirius who was padding towards the bed. Remus expected the worst: Sirius to break up with him while he was in Lily's bed, to toss him out on his ear, not...
"What do you say, Moony?" Sirius asked, cupping his chin gently. "Just this once?"
His mouth hung open and Sirius took advantage of the open mouth and kissed him thoroughly. Remus didn't think twice about the kiss and simply leaned into it, his hands moving to Sirius's waist to remove his trousers (Merlin thank that man for, even in fall, walking around shirtless). Lily leaned back against the headboard watching the two men kiss, Sirius slowly moving onto the bed so he didn't have to kneel over.
"I'll take that as a yes," Sirius whispered against Remus's lips once they had broken apart. His head turned and he briefly kissed Lily as well and somehow their brief little triangle had formed.
Sex felt better when Sirius's hands were on him, more sure and just... better. It was the natural order of things, but when Remus felt a second set of hands lightly caress his thigh it took all of his self-control to keep from stiffening at the touch. He forgot that it wasn't just he and Sirius, but rather he and Sirius and Lily. The idea should have bothered him, but when Lily's hand fisted his cock and Sirius's hands ran across his chest, he had no words to protest.
"I want... to see... to watch you two..." Lily breathed, her eyes alight.
Licking his lips, his inhibitions leaving him, Remus pushed Sirius back towards the bed. Lily watched, completely enraptured as Remus took Sirius into his mouth, his tongue lapping at the head of his cock. Sirius arched into Remus's mouth, his hands tangling in the tawny strands. Out of the corner of his eye, Remus watched Lily's hand slide across her belly, one hand massaging her breast and teasing a nipple, the other slipping into her cunt; pleasuring herself while she watched the two men.
Beneath him, Remus could feel Sirius's stomach clench. Quickly, he pulled his mouth away, leaving Sirius whimpering on the bed beneath him. There was only one problem with this perfect scenario, Remus knew: no lubricant. Spit worked well enough of course, they'd used it before in a pinch... but...
Lily worked her way between them, kissing one than the other. Remus gave himself over to the moment, his head dropping back as someone (he'd lost track of who) began dropping open-mouthed kisses on his throat.
"Do you want to see him fuck me while I fuck you?"
Sirius's voice seemed to break the spell of perfect bliss. Remus's eyes popped open just in time to see Lily nod somewhat timidly. After having initiated this little tete–a-tete, Lily suddenly became the blushing flower. Remus, though, wasn't sure what to make of this whole situation. Once Sirius's eyes met Remus's, though, Remus knew he'd give anything Sirius asked. There was some pull the other man had on him that he couldn't shake, no matter what he tried.
With a throaty laugh, Sirius raised Remus's fingers to his mouth, taking each one into his mouth and lavishing attention onto the digits. His tongue worked Remus's long fingers; spit would have to serve as a lubricant for them. Lily watched the two lovers, almost in awe that she was somehow allowed into this private world.
A low moan escaped Sirius's lips as the first finger breached his arse. That moan was soon joined by one of Remus's as Lily lightly ran her fingertips over his cock. The sensory overload was almost more than he could take; it was only with the greatest of concentration that he kept from coming right then like some fifteen-year-old. He stretched Sirius, a second finger joining the first; brushing against Sirius's prostate as he licked and nipped at the back of Sirius's neck.
Lily moved between Sirius's legs, the look of trepidation she wore earlier quickly replaced by one of sheer fascination and lust. With a groan, Sirius leaned down and buried himself inside Lily. If this was what Sirius had been watching from the other room, no wonder he wanted to join... watching Lily laid out on the pristine sheets; her auburn hair spread about the white pillows was one of the most erotic sights he had ever seen. Remus swallowed hard, wondering if he could even go through with it.
"Moony... please..."
There was that tone again. Sitting up on his knees, Remus stilled Sirius's hips with his hands, not quite sure how he'd get the best position to slide into him. At last, he stopped trying to analyse the situation and went just by feel.
"Oh... fuck.... Moony..." Sirius hissed.
It was only when he was completely sheathed inside Sirius that Remus realised the depth of what they were doing. He remained completely still, half tempted to pull out if Sirius hadn't felt so fucking good. That was until Sirius started to move.
Between them, Sirius began to build up a rhythm: forward into Lily and back, impaling himself on Remus's cock. Remus growled low in his throat, conscious thought leaving him at long last, and he finally gave over to desires. Lily's hands reached around Sirius to grasp Remus's hips, keeping him from pulling out of Sirius too far, which was probably for the best; the last thing he wanted to do was pound into Sirius right now. Sirius's bass moan mingled with Remus's tenor and Lily's more alto as the trio moved towards their collective orgasms.
When they finally collapsed on the bed, completely spent and exhausted, Remus knew nothing would ever quite be the same between them. Lovingly, Remus brushed a lock of sweat-soaked hair from Lily's face, kissing her brow lightly. Sirius smiled watching the two of them before pulling Remus into an embrace of his own, holding him close.
"I... thank you," Lily whispered, somewhat embarrassed now that the whole 'ordeal' had passed.
Sirius said nothing, and if Sirius said nothing, Remus wasn't sure if he should either. 'You're welcome' didn't seem appropriate somehow. Instead he nodded, his hands trailing over the chests of both of his lovers.
Maybe James would come back to Lily, maybe he wouldn't. The look in Sirius's eyes now said that this wouldn't be a repeat performance, even if he had been a very willing participant. Which, for Remus was all well and good.
Some things were better just as partners.