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Watanuki Kimihiro [四月一日君尋] (AKA Buttercup) ([info]ghostduster) wrote in [info]sabra_la_ooc,
@ 2011-01-27 11:41:00

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Entry tags:game announcements

Claiming Monday, January 31st (7:30 PM EST / 9:30 AM JST mingle; game START at 8:30 PM EST / 10:30 AM JST) for a loser game! It will be a Mirror/Horn game, aww yis. But don't worry, there will be no penalties involved since idk how to work that with loser games and frankly I don't want the headache. This will be made clear ICly somehow. Non-loser teams will probably be allowed to play, but as usual, only losing teams will be allowed to win, etc. I'll decide for sure after Haunted's game is done. :|d Game should be relatively low-impact; I can't promise a complete lack of mental trauma due to it being Mirror and Horn, but there will be no violence annnd the tone will be humorous.

For now, what I need from all of you are your answers to a serious poll! Please consider the following:

1) What is your character feeling most guilty about right now? It can be minor ("I ate Jake's jerky when he wasn't looking and I feel bad") or major ("I let my team die in a game and I hate myself forever") or anything in between. Multiple answers are fine! In fact, they're in encouraged, because they'll make my life easier.

ETA: "guilts" do not necessarily have to be strict "I am guilty over this" things; you can also list doubts, insecurities, etc. Also, these things will be said out loud for everyone to hear, so don't put anything you don't want getting out.

2) On a scale of 1 to 10, how much does your character obsess over guilt? 1 being "I am a psychopath with no morals", 5 being relatively average, 7.5 being Catholics, and 10 being "I am the unholy child of Allen Walker, every CLAMP protagonist ever, and also I'm probably related to Jesus." (AKA be reasonable, and don't put a 1 or a 10 unless you really, really mean it.)

The sooner you fill this out, the easier collecting all the data becomes for me.


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[info]topofthesky
2011-01-27 05:26 pm UTC (link)
Ikki
1. He feels a little guilty that he doesn't keep up on canonmates; like regularly checking in on them or whatever, but that's more ooc fail on my part than ic fail. Otherwise, I can't think of anything at the moment.

2. About a 2! He doesn't obsess over it unless it's something SUPER BIG.


Shinichi
1. Feels guilty over his secret. :x LIKE, he knows it's important to keep it, and with his newest memory it will impact that more, but on the other hand it's very tiring and annoying to do it! Also when he gets the RIGHT MEMORY he will feel super guilty about putting people in danger - right now it's just a minimal "what if" feeling.

2. About a 5-6. It will GO UP depending on the person.

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[info]got_axed
2011-01-27 05:31 pm UTC (link)
Watanuki
1. Rrrright this second he's not feeling much of anything, but he does feel bad that his heart got exploded and he forgot everyone forever annnnd Sakura and Syaoran and Allen are all making these terrible faces. Normally, he'd feel guilty about his impaired will to live!! and other noodley things.

2. Right now he's at about a 3 due to only having half a heart and not remembering all his sabraguilt; normally he'd be at about a 6 or a 7. GUILLLLLTTT but not as bad as Allen Walkers and other jesii.

Shinjiro
1. Definitely guilty over the fact that his teammate died without him being there. :( Also guilty about how his body is shot to hell and therefore he's kind of useless, etc.

2. Let's go with a 4 for now. A little less guilty than average due to not remembering much to obsess about, but he will be guilty. Oh he will be filled with the guilts.

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[info]hoshimurdered
2011-01-27 06:03 pm UTC (link)
Makina

1. Nothing for the moment. Her teammates died but she had no control over that since she wasn't in the same heart as them so :|a And outside of games teammates are responsible for their own dumb :Db

2. ...Tthhhreeee? Or four? She's not a sociopath but she also is very much willing to do what it takes to Get Shit Done and doesn't obsess over guilt. But she does feel it when appropriate etc.

a.k.a. i now play someone who is actually emotionally healthy if you ignore the REVEEEENNNNNGGEEE issues.

Syaoran

1. EVERYTHING.

2. LOL.

...For reals though I guess... 1 would be Sakura dying, breaking the universe, his role in Watanuki's implosion, hurting bros by forgetting them, part responsibility for Yayoi losing hearing, etc.

2 would normally be right up there 10 fuck yes but now it's 5 cuz half his emotions are gone. :|a

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[info]eye_ofthe
2011-01-27 06:10 pm UTC (link)
Uruki:
1) ... Well. He feels guilty about what he sees as killing his adoptive dad (He was killed by men sent after me -> he was killed because of me -> I killed him)! But not over much in Sabra, to be perfectly honest.

2) Like. 7. But only if he really thinks he's responsible for it.


Jake:
1) Oh my god I let my teammates die game 1 and I'm not good enough to stop them from making self-harming decisions and awful things keep happening and WHY \o/

2) Right now it is about 6. With more memories it will swing hilariously between 1 and 10.

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[info]grapecordial
2011-01-27 06:21 pm UTC (link)
Trixie
1. Trixie's feeling guilty that she couldn't stop Jinx or Chika from being Pillared—doubly so for Chika, because she was RIGHT THERE and she stabbed out his knee and turned him into a pony. /o/;;

3. 2! She doesn't really care or obsess, except when it's BIG STUFF. Regarding the Chika thing, it swings up to sssaaaay. 6-7.

Aura
1. She feels some guilt for her perceived role in the destruction of Watanuki's heart, and for dying in her first game. Worrying her teammates, dnw. :(

2. 4, I think. She's usually got too much going on in her mind to actively dwell, unless the subject is specifically brought up.

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[info]reverseprick
2011-01-27 06:32 pm UTC (link)
I WILL PROBABLY NOT BE PLAYING BUT IF I DO:

Amanita
1 - IS AN ABOMINATIONNnnnnn
1 - that one time cess got kidnapped and tortured and like cut into tiny pieces because of her aw yeah

2 - uhhhh 6?

Mr Helper
1 - none...? I guess being unable to help as much as she'd like but no real guilt.
2 - ...3....

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[info]inspirited
2011-01-27 06:44 pm UTC (link)
Annie
1. Feels guilty for going to Sabra and leaving her friends behind, especially Mitchell. This is because of Lucy's heart and she didn't get the full implication of herself being "gone". She also feels a little guilty for taking the teacups from Lucy's heart and for agreeing with Lepus to drop Lyvus in the elevators, but not so much. Also a little guilty in that it took her forever to realize Jimmy (Castiel) was gone.

2. Let's say 4, but mainly because the whole "oh shit, time is probably passing at home and all my important people are worrying about me, and I'm not sure the reason coming here was worth it" is still pretty fresh, and that is the main one. About the Lyvus things the guilt is more at 2 since she's justifying it with Lyvus being bastards.

Dagger
1. So many things. Killing all those people in the past, hurting so many people, supporting the atrocities of Hellywood, Getting Boo killed because he couldn't keep his mouth shut. Killing Orpheus in the elevator, Killing Cygnus in the huntress game, Bothering his team to fix him because he went to Mirror, AND SO ON.

2. Dagger's gotten his memories in a hilarious order in that he has more memories breaking down his ability to deal with guilt than memories that helps him deal with it. Lyvus and Royal do work as something as a safety net and assurance though, but that's more in dealing with guilt by pretending it's not there and not actually being less guilty. Uh, 6, but a very well-contained 6? Like he wouldn't normally dwell on it, but poke the things and it's like opening a can of worms of guilt.

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[info]mad_pony
2011-01-27 06:59 pm UTC (link)
Amy is having weird, guilt-ish-sort-of-like feelings regarding Rory existing, despite her best efforts not to care.

3.5, in general? She doesn't have much to guilt over yet, and she's not an overly guilty person by nature.

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[info]moenekosharktan
2011-01-27 07:02 pm UTC (link)
Cobra

1) Currently, probably mostly that he let Slick get away to go murder someone and DIDN'T wake Allen up to stop him cuz he picked Allen over whoever Slick was going to hurt. IN GENERAL over being a vampire, selling his soul to a demon, Marie's death, his own death, telling Ter-Wata that he had to rebuild Wata's heart and generally not supporting any Judge-Based ideas that would get it done faster.

2) Uuuh. God. He doesn't OBSESS over guilt he just accepts it so maybe a 4?

Viral

1) Nnnot much. Sort of a general guilt over the fact that his King, Lord Genome, is apparently dead. Once he finds out Bond is dead there will be that.

2) This can range a lot with Viral, atm it's about a 2 because he has no major regrets in Sabra. Once he knows Bond is dead it will probably jump up to an 8 because that is a MASSIVE FAILURE11!

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(no subject) - [info]nevercomingback, 2011-01-27 09:24 pm UTC

[info]incarnadined
2011-01-27 07:36 pm UTC (link)
Lulu
1. Nothing!
2. 1. Seriously. She can decide what she was doing earlier was wrong and decide to do something different now, but. There is no guilt, even if she was going to eat you. WHATEVER LULU CHANGED HER MIND LETS BE FRIENDS!

Emil
1. General things. That he's not doing enough in games, that he doesn't go to games enough, that's he's not helping as much as he could, that maybe he's not trustworthy, that even with all the hunting/fishing he does Orion's food situation still sucks and clearly this is somehow his fault, that he wants to know people but is too timid to really be social and it's his own fault he's lonely, ect. Catholic guilt here.
2. 7-8. Depending. If things start going better it will lower, things going worse raises it.

Ratatosk
1. NOTHING. Mmmmmmmaybe. Marta. A little bit, in his memories, but he covers that up by being mad.
2. 2. Sliiiiiiiightly better than Lulu, he might regret something if it made someone he liked mad at him, but not for actual moral reasons. And even that he mostly covers up with anger.

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[info]type_0
2011-01-27 08:20 pm UTC (link)
Zero
1. On a regular day-to-day basis, he feels guilty over being burden to the team and not being usful enough or having some awesome skill. :|b Still feels guilty attacking Link (and Shiki and Ed in game). He got some BAD trauma memories so now he's guilty about existing and making his brother's life painful because of existing and then uh, killing him and drinking all his blood.

2. Normally a 6, now more of like, an 8.5-9? May drop to an 8 if he figures out a coping mechanism by gametime.

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[info]pierrotdetous
2011-01-27 08:58 pm UTC (link)
Allen

1 - killlls peopllle to win gaaames is always a solid fallback :B NOODLESPLODE, ONLY VAGUELY HELPFUL. REDSPLODE, WE WERE HAPPY AND BETTER FOR LIKE 3 DAYS HOW DOES I HELP. TICKY GOT STUCK IN MY HEART SOMEHOW?? also he's been starving this whole past week so he has been minimally helpful. Also MANA!!1 Also haven't exorcised anything in over half a year
2 - ...6-8? :\a Allen doesn't rly flip out and make himself guilty for everything in murdercave, and he doesn't obsess over blame (keep walking!1), it's more that he overburdens on responsibility (couldn't save soandso!1) and he often IS a centerpiece cause and he just automatically accepts what he perceives as his own blame and moves on. It's really more a stress thing. 8|a His core guilt is the akuma curse.

Darc

1 - uhh. I suppose he's guilty for not really knowing how best to support his team, he can somewhat tell some of them are having some problems.
2- ...3?

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(no subject) - [info]fanstheflames, 2011-01-27 09:30 pm UTC
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[info]sharksong
2011-01-27 09:08 pm UTC (link)
I figured out I can internet from my phone 80 /good use of study break

Anyway Yayoi
1. She feels the worst about not fully preventing Syaoran's deal with Mirror. She doesn't feel now that the price Syaoran had to pay was a fair trade, and she especially hates how much it's hurting Red and Claude. Basically feels like she should have dragged Syaoran away and told on him instead so the team could decide together how to deal.
2. probably a 7. she feels like her poor choices burdened the team with more trouble than they were trying to prevent which feeds into her issues with the thought that shes less than useful to her team.

Gokudera
1. Everything? But no; his big guilt right now is knowing that River followed him here. It is a fact! It was one of the first things he learned about him! and now he knows the murder cave is a zillion times less escapable than they thought AND now they're in the block of no return. THE MOST BALLS!! This also applies to Tsuna, but with less certainty.
2. Between a six and a seven. He has a LOT more responsibilities and other concerns to keep him from focusing too much on any one thing specifically than Yayoi does.

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(no subject) - [info]righthandsmoke, 2011-01-28 01:25 am UTC

[info]roadtothesky
2011-01-27 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Kururu

1) At the time of game, she will probably be most guilty about flipping out the past few days and making everyone worry. There's some ever-present guilt about relying on her team so much (read: using them as her main food supply), and she still feels and will continue to feel horrible about not being able to make the Storm Regalia for Ikki.

2) 7.5 on basis of being Catholic! But realistically she probably sits more at a 4, feels guilty about things but has some good coping mechanisms, is very aware that she's loved and valued, and focuses far more on 'what can I do now/how can I fix this' rather than what a horrible person she is. And when that fails, she hides behind a stalagmite.

Zexion

1) I . . . honestly don't think there is anything. He's only been aware a few IC days, and isn't particularly given to feeling guilty about things.

2) . . . 2?

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[info]fanstheflames
2011-01-27 09:42 pm UTC (link)
omg multiple comment fail third time's the charm NOBODY SAW THAT orz

Emiri
1. Emiri feels guilty basically every time ever she has made Yayoi or the rest of Cepheus feel bad (derederedere) and any circumstances that lead to it (you can ask for more details if you want/need them) but that's about it.

2. This is in a state of constant flux but Emiri doesn't really do guilt for the most part. She does CRIPPLING SELF DOUBTTTTTTTT ("Oh god I suck, I can't do anything for my team, I am the worst co-leader, I'm the weakest person on Lepus, nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I'm a despicable person, my best friend is afraid of me, I'm ugly, I'm dumb, I'm useless etc etc etc. ALL THESE ARE VALID DOUBTS SHE HAS A MILLION TIMES A DAY.) But guilt not so much. Guilt scale is about at a 3, but self-doubt scale is about at a 7-8.

Albert
1. Albert still has MASSIVE GUILT over that one time he made the decision for all of Hydracula to drop Lyvus which lead to them all being killed in that one elevator game. He just doesn't ... show it openly anymore. But he'll carry that forever. He also feels guilt for every time he's ever just stood by and LET other people hurt/maim/kill each other in a game, even if it wasn't directly his fault. Hell, he feels guilty even when he's tried to STOP people doing it but failed. He also feels like he might not be a good teammate, he feels guilty for that one time when he took a walk with Aeon instead of guarding the laundry, for that one time he flew a kite in Rain's heart instead of doing something serious, for lying to Lucky about stealing her bone knife in Haunted's game... yeah you get the picture.

2. HILARIOUSLY, PROBABLY IS CATHOLIC. Let's go with 7.5 anyway.

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(no subject) - [info]fanstheflames, 2011-02-01 12:46 am UTC

[info]copyofaphantom
2011-01-27 10:46 pm UTC (link)
Razzy
1. STILL guilts over that time she killed two teams. Feels bad for worrying her team. Feels like she's not doing enough for her loved ones. And oh so many questions and worries about her family life back home.

2. When she has DONE something wrong, it's 8 to 9 because of that whole HERO COMPLEX thing. Stuff she feels bad about because of inaction is more like a six.

Brass
1. Anytime team dies. Aside from Bond because he and Bond are just...those guys who die for the team. Kind of guilting over not grabbing Monoceros in Lucy's heart game. STILL feels guilt for almost killing Amy. Also guilts whenever Lyvus has to hurt other people.

2. 5ish. He tries to keep the guilt in mind because he's pretty sure he's the moral compass for Lyvus. But he doesn't let it make him not function.

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[info]crazylikeavulp
2011-01-28 12:12 am UTC (link)
Excel
1. Okay, I'm running her heart like a day before this so I'll try and remember to come back and leave a more specific answers later, but in general she is always guilty/doubtful over being NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!1 and not worthy of Hydra or being Vulp's leader or Il Palazzo.
2. It's way more insecurity than guilt, and varies with how crazy she is at any given time... LET'S GO WITH A NICE CATHOLIC 7.5 FOR NOW.

Flonne
1. Nothing right now. She kind of lives in her own Sabra La Tau that may or may not be connected with the real one.
2. A pretty normal 5! When she feels guilty she apologizes and gets over herself.

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[info]doggedjustice
2011-01-28 12:37 am UTC (link)
Toboe
1) a) He still feels guilty about killing his granny.
b) He has a constant feeling of insecurity and helplessness about not being able to help or do anything when teammates and friends get hurt or die in games. It's an Issue he has.
c) He also feels guilty about his willingness to hurt someone in order to save a teammate, which was something that came up a looong time ago, resulting in his stubbornness against hurting others now.

2) It's a 4 I think. He's a very live in the moment type unless he's reminded of the things he should be feeling sad or guilty over (which is also easy to do. On the flip side, he's also easy to cheer up.)


Hangetsu
1) He regrets dying, definitely. Because it worried teammates and friends and it was definitely NOT PART OF THE PLAN.

2) uh. 4. He feels guilt but he's not the type to obsess over guilt.

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[info]aclonetraveller
2011-01-28 12:57 am UTC (link)
I just realized I will be able to play in this game :'D

Dean may still be dead at this point, idk. And if he isn't, I doubt Lyvus would let him play in games for a loooong while. Lolz.

The Doctor

1) Regrets that he woke up later than everyone else because two of his teammates were killed while he was supposedly sleeping or something. Also for not remembering someone who says she remembers him. Also for being "The Doctor" and apparently not being very helpful as of yet--idk, he's got high standards for himself or something, especially when he has the image of SAVING PEOPLE to live up to. Wat. (lol, little does he know...)

2) About an even 5 since he just woke up and is mostly just winging it.

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[info]avaliantchild
2011-01-28 01:10 am UTC (link)
Regrets/Insecurities:
- Taiki ;; Not being able to do anything while he was right there hit her pretty hard at the time, especially since he got pulled into mud which is rooted in the next part ...
- Still insecure about rock and stone! She hates that teammates (and others) have to still put up with her skittishness about enclosed places

Obsession:
Aboooout 4ish in general, but it goes higher depending on those around her or if there's been some trauma since she doesn't want to have to rely too much on others.

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[info]be_my_chum
2011-01-28 01:24 am UTC (link)
SHARKS 1. ... Actually just Akito. He DOES have murderer's guilt, though it is incredibly internalized and handled well. Both in canon and ahahahah original!Fang accidentally getting Claude killed in the zombie dance. ANYTHING ELSE ... no, actually. AKITO AND AGITO lack any social mores and really don't... have... a lot of empathy.

2. 2-3 at MOST. ... And Akito only.

Bianchi. 1. Not killing her fiance more than once.

2. 0

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[info]eggspectant
2011-01-28 02:57 am UTC (link)
Gaara

1) Definitely guilty over trying to kill Amanita, that's by far the biggest. Letting himself get out of control and attack friends and strangers, and guilt over remembering killing people horribly.

2) About a 6 at the moment.

Doumeki

1) Making his team worry, getting them tased and letting Watanuki down.

2) 6-7. CLAMP.

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[info]dustinmyeye
2011-01-28 03:01 am UTC (link)
Heiji
1. He's feeling guilty because he thinks he's not doing enough for his team. They're the ones taking penalties, doing the fighting when needed, etc. He feels like deadweight on the team and that he's dragging them down.
2. bouuuuut 5-6, depends on the person/people, but that's the average

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[info]hawkseyeview
2011-01-28 03:59 am UTC (link)
Rin
1) She feels like she's pretty useless most of the time, and wishes she could do more for her team. She feels in general that she's Not Good Enough.

2) Eh, I'd say about a 6. A bit more than average, but it's not the ONLY THING she ever thinks about.

Tobias

1) Not much yet. He feels bad that his teammate died without being around to help, and he worries that he's a burden on his team because of what he is.

2) 4 for now. He doesn't really have much to remember to obsess about. That number is likely to increase in the future.

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[info]livandlearn
2011-01-28 04:28 am UTC (link)
1) Feeling insecure about being a potentially shitty person pre-sabra, though his team being pretty much WHATEV about it has knocked that down a good bit. There's some minor guilt floating around about his teammates dying, but really that was completely out of his control so he just feels more bad about it than guilty.

2) 6.

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