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Hannah knows the rest (isconfetti) wrote in repose,
@ 2019-11-08 00:00:00

Entry tags:

*forum, *voice, hannah smith, si mayer

Si M
[Locked to Si M]
[Late. Late, late, late. After returning from New York. Around 2 am, and all the lights in her trailer are dark.]

Hi.

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	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 07:12 am UTC (link)
	I hope so. He doesn't seem like a bad guy. You can talk to him if you want. Jamie might hate it, but I don't mind. He's been really nice so far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 07:17 am UTC (link)
	No, do you think Jamie can manage not to tell anyone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 07:28 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I don't know. If I talk to him, he's going to get even more upset and I don't want that. I hope Seven explains. Maybe he'll listen to Seven better than to me, and I know you think I'm bring dramatic. But I spent a lot of time with someone who made me feel bad. Jamie makes me feel bad. I don't want that anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 07:36 am UTC (link)
	[He takes a minute.] Yeah. No. Sorry. That's not dramatic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Amy M/Si M

isconfetti
2019-11-19 07:39 am UTC (link)

[The bedsprings creak again.] I never, ever thought we'd need to worry about stuff like this. I always thought that no matter what, no matter what happened, we all understood each other and would be there for each other. I don't know how I got it so wrong, but Jamie doesn't remember growing up with us much, and I don't think he knows me much. Maybe I'm really, really different, and maybe I just don't see it.

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	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 07:50 am UTC (link)
	[Another deep breath, without the complication of the cigarette.] You're not. He's a fuck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 07:55 am UTC (link)
	He's not a fuck. He really isn't. He's just [she tries to think of a word.] not like us. [Another beat. And a little hesitantly:] We can't ever tell him. You know that, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 07:58 am UTC (link)
	[A laugh.] I've never told him who I've fucked before and I'm not starting now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 08:00 am UTC (link)
	I think he'd think this is different. So would Mars, Si. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 08:00 am UTC (link)
	As long as I'm not screwing around with one of their boyfriends. [A pause.] Or girlfriends. It's none of their business. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 08:02 am UTC (link)
	[Her reminder is a teensy bit teasing sounding.] It was once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 08:03 am UTC (link)
	How's that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 08:04 am UTC (link)
	I mean it was only once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 08:05 am UTC (link)
	Ah. [He scratches under his chin, then finds his cigarette again.] Yeah. Is that your argument for not telling them? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 08:13 am UTC (link)
	...Maybe? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 08:17 am UTC (link)
	That's a shit argument, Ames. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 08:20 am UTC (link)
	Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 09:38 am UTC (link)
	[An amused sigh.] Never mind. Just know you don't have to tell anyone much of anything. There're things people deserve to know, but, it's not often that that means you have no right to privacy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 10:00 am UTC (link)
	No, no, no, no. You're going to answer me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-19 10:16 am UTC (link)
	No, no, no, no. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-19 10:28 am UTC (link)
	Yes, yes, yes, yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M deteriorate 2019-11-20 07:06 am UTC (link)
	[He hears a train in the distance and pauses a second.] I'm being serious, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Amy M/Si M isconfetti 2019-11-20 07:25 am UTC (link)
	I know, but I want to understand. [And she can hear the train too, and that surprises her.] Since when does the train- [Click, and nothing more.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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