sweetmelodykiss (sweetmelodykiss) wrote in pervy_werewolf, @ 2008-05-18 16:26:00 |
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Entry tags: | #lmom 2008, author: sweetmelodykiss, kink: bestiality, kink: bondage, kink: cross-dressing, kink: fisting, kink: object insertion, kink: spanking, remus/severus |
LMoM: Final Offer
Title: Final Offer
Author: sweetmelodykiss
Lupin/Snape
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Slash
Summary: A series of 31 interrelated drabbles, chronicling the courtship of Severus Snape.
Word Count: 3100
Written for the LMoM.
Kinks/Warnings: Mild bondage, spanking, object insertion, fisting, cross-dressing, bestiality, and anything else I could think of.
Disclaimer: I do not own them. All are owned by JKR.
Note: This is my all in one-shot offering for the pervy_werewolf’s LMoM Challenge.
Trapped within bitter rage, your treason traps me like a wounded animal.
Remus couldn’t get past the hurt. There was something rattling in the back of his head, but he couldn’t quite wrap his mind around it.
Bitter rage fills my soul.
Remus was on a path of self-destruction; damn it, and he knew it. Trapped in a marriage and pining for a traitor would be his undoing if he wasn‘t careful.
Until his heart looked passed the facts and focused on the truth… not a traitor.
A whisper in the back of his mind said… "Let it go."
~~~~~~
He threw it away. He didn't put it in a box. He didn't pawn it. He just threw it away.
He stared down at the glittering band of gold. It was a new day for him, a new start. For a year he’d waited out of respect for Dora’s memory. He sat trying to figure out what to do with his life. She could never come back to him. In truth, he didn’t want her to.
Staring down at the gold band, he didn't feel bitterness. He didn't feel empty. No, he felt relieved. Remus’ freedom came at a high price but a price he was willing to pay.
No more wasting time, he had a dream to follow.
~~~~~~
Severus checked the doors and set the wards. He climbed the stairs, so slowly, feeling old and worn. He went through his nightly routine, deliberately not looking in the mirror. In the bedroom, he stripped then climbed into bed, shivering at the feel of cold sheets. He listened to the stillness of the night, pulling a pillow to his chest. His mind wandered somewhere in the past until the wards sounding their disapproval finally roused him from his reverie. "Who the bloody hell would be knocking on my door at this time of night?" Snape growled as he got out of bed.
~~~~~~
Snape stared at him with complete disdain showing in the curl of thinned lips and the glitter of his black gaze. "You heard what I said."
"Yes…"
"And I meant every word, wolf."
Remus watched, helplessly, as Snape straightened his back, tilted his mouth towards a disgusted scowl of disapproval, and indicated the door with a jerk of his head.
"This has to stop."
Remus shrugged, feeling hollow inside and at a loss as he reached for the door handle.
"Fine," he snapped. "I won’t come here again."
~~~~~~
"Some things you don’t need until they leave you... they’re the things that you miss..."
Snape felt lonelier than ever since the late night visits ceased. This was his new life, his new beginning, a brand new start and he was throwing it all away. "For what," Snape asked himself bitterly.
He’d hidden in the shadows when he saw Lupin walking down the street one day. He felt ridiculous hiding, but he couldn’t bring himself to face the wolf.
As Remus walked by, Severus wondered, 'When did Remus start looking so haggard?'
~~~~~~
Auld Lang Syne, his newfound understanding of the song justified his actions. The voices of Love and Reason reverberated in his brain, echoed in his heart, and stayed in the pit of his stomach as the masses celebrated the end of the old year.
On the count of one, they kissed. It was better than anything he'd ever felt, because this actually felt right, a brandy-flavored kiss that made his world stand at attention. The sense of confusion that he mistook for normality simply eroded between their lips. With one kiss, he dismissed the doubt and worry that plagued his mind and occupied his heart.
~~~~~~
Last night, he'd opted to act first and think later. Twelve blurry hours after drowning his reasoning in the taste of brandy, Remus Lupin's spit, sweat, and passion, Severus found himself searching frantically for the last threads of his sanity; 'What had he been thinking?' As he rolled over, he could see that Remus' left wrist was still tied to the bedpost and the man slept with a crooked smile plastered all over his face.
"Fuck it," Snape sighed while taking a last glance at his bloody mistake. The scarred body resting contentedly next to him didn't stir.
Severus dressed in a hurry.
Snape opened the front door and a gust of wind tossed him back toward the stairs. The snow whirled into the foyer, snowed in.
Fate.
~~~~~~
Snow and sleet pelted the windowpanes. The wind howled through bare tree branches.
In dreams, two boys settled beside each other on a low bench, shoulders and hips pressed together, heads bowed, voices low.
Fingers traced jaws, cheekbones and lips--reverently, slowly, like unconscious worship.
Later, their world would be pulled apart and the days of innocence gone forever.
Even later, there would be only hurried touches and frantic thrusts, followed by empty promises.
Remus' fantasies consisted of the most basic realities. He dreamed of domesticity.
Outside, clouds darkened further as Severus sat in front of the window and watched the snow fly.
~~~~~~
He blinked, his eyes blurring and burning as he stared out over the snow-covered hills. Gentle fingers smoothed down his nape suddenly, causing him to jerk his head up and then lower it again as fingers kneaded into the taut muscles there. His breath left in a sigh as his eyes tightened together in an attempt to will away tears. Warm breath was near his ear then, the comfort of closeness washing through him as Remus nuzzled his neck.
"I've got another proposition for you." There was the slightest of pauses, "No strings."
Severus nodded, "For now." Severus knew it was only a matter of time before Remus would want more--demand more.
"Come back to bed, Severus. It looks like the storm is going to last a while."
Severus followed Remus back to bed.
~~~~~~
The flames in his eyes spoke volumes. Lust, love, desire, this was everything he'd ever wanted all rolled into one. As he covered Severus with his body, Severus' dark eyes glazed over and Remus' body grew impatient.
"I need you," Remus whispered.
Severus didn't answer, just pulled Remus down for a kiss.
In that moment, their bodies united, the love and passion renewed once again. Remus panted as he drove every thrust homeward, feeling Severus respond underneath him. He forced himself to hold on, wanting Severus to lose it first. Moments later, Severus exploded, calling out his name.
"Remus…"
He let go then, those three words spilling from his lips.
"I love you…"
~~~~~~
Remus stepped forward, closing the gap between their bodies. He intertwined their fingers, squeezed tightly, and rested his head in the crook of Severus neck. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it even if it is true. I know it's not what you want"
"I can't stay." Severus shrugged lightly, ignoring the sharp pain in his gut. "This isn't an even trade. I can't give you what you need. I'm tired of compromising. And so are you."
Remus unlocked his fingers from Severus' hand.
"The offer still stands."
Severus fled into the abating storm.
~~~~~~~
Spinners End was quiet, filled with ghosts and sadness. He hated it, hated himself for turning love away. Severus breathed deeply of the silence, felt it seep into his blood where it mingled alongside the alcohol he downed earlier. He waited, even knowing that no one was coming. He'd burned his last bridge and nothing remained but the silence.
The creak of the door, he turned his head, smirking as he watched Remus enter. He should have known the wolf would not let it lie.
~~~~~~
"It's my final offer." Remus gave him a stern look and an arched eyebrow.
"No."
"Please, Severus."
"Sorry, I'm not interested."
"Well maybe it's my semi-final offer. I'm not asking for a long-term commitment."
"You don't call cohabitation a long-term commitment?"
"Well, no. If I move in here, then you can throw me out at any time."
Severus heaved a dramatic sigh, paused for a minute to think and finally said, "That might be tonight if you get on my nerves."
"I'll risk it," Remus beamed.
~~~~~~
Severus looked up at his inventory of jars in the store cupboard. He turned his head until he met the slightly amused gaze trained upon him. "Whew, you've got at least a hundred jars of apricot preserves in here!"
"I like it." Severus protested, folding his arms, and narrowing his eyes.
"A hundred jars worth?"
"I… made it myself. I was bored. I'll thank you to mind your own business, wolf."
Remus stifled a grin and reached into the cupboard. "Well at least we won't starve while we're waiting for the snow to melt."
~~~~~~
For the first moments of wakefulness, Severus felt the old feelings, the sadness of being alone, and the dread of the beginning of just another ordinary day. The shifting of the body next to him reminded him though. Happiness spread through his heart like a wildfire and the corners of his mouth curved upward slightly. He turned over and just looked at the man next to him. He reached out a hand to touch and make sure the dream was real. The smile that formed on the sleeping man's lips was the only proof he needed.
~~~~~~~
When they'd first started out, they didn't have much, nothing but each other and their individual talents. Severus brewed in the basement and Remus wrote in the study. Every day Severus threatened to heave Remus out on his arse and every night they fucked with abandon.
Their touch and go relationship turned into touch and come, more often than not.
Now, Remus had everything he'd ever dreamed of having, ever fantasized wanting. And the growing ache of nothing thudded with a dull reminder in his chest throughout the day.
His situation with Severus would always be precarious at best.
~~~~~~
Severus moaned as Remus finally managed to get his entire hand inside his lover's tight hole. The curling of fingers, slow and deliberate until a fist tickled Severus' insides, driving him mad with desire. "Fuck… Yes, please… harder, Remus."
Remus drew his hand almost all the way out and plunged it back in over and over again. Severus trembled and gasped, his cock exploding without ever being touched.
Remus couldn't wait any longer. He pulled out his fist and shoved his cock deep inside his lover's stretched hole. No matter how disagreeable Severus became, Remus could never leave this. It's all he'd ever desired.
~~~~~~
Sex for sport, it was a new concept for Remus, but he adapted to it quickly, even enjoyed it. There wasn't any thing Severus wouldn't try. So, they tried it all. Remus topped most of the time. Severus really liked being a slutty bottom and he was good at it.
There weren't any hearts and flowers, just raw, passionate fucking with kinks. Remus liked binding and gagging Severus best, then just pounding into him, using different dildos on him. It kept things interesting and Severus didn't care what he was fucked with, just as long as he was fucked. The bigger the object the better, zucchini, liquor bottles, Remus' cock under an enlargement spell, Severus enjoyed it all.
The sex was brilliant! What more could anyone want?
~~~~~~
At this point, Remus didn't much care if Severus loved him or not. The sight of his raven-haired lover in a corset and black silk stockings made up the difference. When Severus impaled himself on Remus' shaft all doubt fled.
The slow rocking motion built in intensity until Remus exploded inside his lover's tight arse. The scratch of lace against his chest added to the fire burning in the pit of his stomach. As Severus stroked his own cock to orgasm, Remus shuddered and came a second time. Nothing in life would be worth giving all this up.
~~~~~~
It was almost a year before Severus finally convinced Remus to try it. The idea was preposterous, in Remus' opinion. It became a mute point as soon as his lover had entered his makeshift den, naked and pleading.
Moony mounted his lover from behind and pushed his pulsing cock into Severus' already prepared hole. Sneaky bastard always could outwit Remus.
He thrust in and out with a fury. Low growls emanated from Moony's throat as he nipped lightly at Severus' neck, careful to not break the skin. "God, yes, wolf… feels so fucking good." Severus moaned, his silky voice laced with desire.
Remus woke the next morning still buried inside his lover's arse and Remus fucked him hard to Severus' cries of delight.
~~~~~~
The changes were subtle. The first time Remus sat down to breakfast and got fried eggs, fat sausages and chocolate scones put before him, he almost fainted. He looked up covertly from under his hair to see if Severus had grown two heads.
"What's the matter, wolf? Are my cooking skills not up to your expectations?"
"This is delicious, Severus. It's all my favorites."
Severus grumbled something under his breath and ate his breakfast hastily.
"I'll be in the lab most of the day, wolf. Do not disturb me."
"I wouldn't dream of it." Remus grinned at his lover's retreating back.
~~~~~~
"Oh, God, fuck me harder, wolf. That's it… yesss… yessssssss… fuck," Severus screamed as Remus fucked him over the potions table. They came almost in unison, collapsing on top of the table, just lying there for long moments.
Remus only entered the lab to give Severus a message. He had an owl from the ministry, a new order to fill and Remus just wanted to give it to him.
The fight was spectacular and the make up sex even better. And now Remus was no longer banned from the lab.
~~~~~~
The first advance for Remus' book arrived by owl. Remus could support himself independently now. The publisher had purchased the entire series Remus had planned. That night they celebrated. Dinner, opera and fucking were on the agenda for the evenings festivities.
Dinner and opera paled in comparison to the wild fucking. Remus brought out the big guns. Leather straps held Severus firmly in place, while the cock ring squeezed him tight. The little sound vibrated inside his cock, making him beg for release as Remus spanked his arse hard with the wooden paddle.
Lubed and ready for action, Severus' hole winked at Remus teasingly as he shoved his cock, buried inside the strap-on dildo up Severus arse with one thrust. Severus screams were delicious. The stamina potions Severus had plied them with earlier lasted for hours, lasted longer then they did. Exhausted, sweaty and come soaked, Remus and Severus collapsed into a tangled heap six hours later.
~~~~~~
They had money now. Severus' mail order business and his contract with the ministry netted him a pretty penny. Remus' first book rapidly became a best seller. Their vaults were full and when Severus stripped the house and completely redecorated Spinners End, Remus thanked the gods. The place was depressing, to say the least, but now it was tasteful and elegant.
Remus loved the new décor, but there was still something missing.
~~~~~~
Remus knew it was a foolish dream, but when he saw the platinum wedding bands sitting in the jewelry store window, he couldn't resist buying them.
He hid them carefully, hoping against hope that he'd need them some day.
Remus was nothing if not optimistic, but the next day all hope was dashed and despair washed over him as he stood in the doorway staring at the woman gracing their doorstep.
~~~~~~
"Hello, Remus. It's good to see you. I hope you've been well."
"Um, yes, I've been well, and you?"
"I'm afraid not, Remus. My health has been failing for the last year and I just can't keep Teddy. I only have a few months left and I realized that Teddy needed his father."
Remus' mouth fell open as Andromeda thrust the toddler into his arms and walked away without a backwards glance.
~~~~~~
Remus carried the squirming child into the kitchen where Severus was busy preparing lunch. His eyebrow rose as he took in the sight of Remus' long face. He looked positively horror struck.
"I'm sorry, Severus, but Andromeda is ill and can no longer keep Teddy." He knew the explosion was imminent and Remus prepared himself for Severus' rage.
"Well, in that case, we can set up a nursery in the bedroom next to ours. If we knock out the wall between the spare bedrooms, we can turn it into a playroom."
It's a good thing Severus' reflexes were lightening fast because this time Remus did faint. Severus caught the giggling boy just in time as his father hit the floor.
~~~~~~
The modified silencing charm that let them hear Teddy in case of emergencies worked brilliantly. Merlin forbid, if anything should cut into their sex life.
Remus moaned and bucked his hips as Severus thrust into him deeply. Severus didn't top very often, but when he did, he went all out.
Coming with a scream, Remus shook in the aftermath of his orgasm. Severus waved his wand and cleaned up the sticky mess. A few moments later, a cry echoed from the next room and they rushed to gather up the crying child.
The next morning, Teddy slept soundly, snuggled tightly in between his two fathers.
~~~~~~
It was a sight that melted Remus' heart. Severus sat on the sofa holding a sleeping Teddy in his arms. He smiled, watching Severus run a hand through Teddy's hair.
"Stop smiling at me, wolf. The boy simply wore himself out bouncing up and down. He crawled up into my lap and passed out. There's nothing sentimental about it, you grinning idiot."
Remus' laughter woke up the sleeping boy and the bouncing began again.
~~~~~~
Dark eyes sparkled with unrestrained lust as Remus thrust into him slowly and deliberately. It took a long time. Remus tried to draw out the pleasure for as long as possible. It was prefect, loving and sensual. Remus groaned and came, pulling his lover over the edge with him. Perfect, Remus had the perfect life--almost.
~~~~~~
"All right, Severus, this is my absolute final offer."
Severus sneered at the box containing the two platinum bands that were plopped down on his desk.
"Is this an ultimatum, wolf?"
"Call it what you like. I've purchased us a summer home by the sea and I've filed a petition for a marriage license with the ministry." Remus crossed his arms and took a stubborn stance.
"Fuck it," Severus smirked. "I accept."
Severus just wished the blasted wolf would stop fainting. It was really becoming tedious.