Joe Jonas (_djdanger) wrote in parabolical, @ 2008-08-16 14:54:00 |
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Entry tags: | ginny weasley, joe jonas |
Who: Joe Jonas and Open
What:the next day after the fight.
When:Sundown
Where: outside a music store
Rating:TBA
He was still upset, but his anger was waning at least as he left a small music store and sat out side leaned against the window of the shop. It'd been a long time since he was able to just sit somewhere and play. His fingertips strummed the strings of a new guitar, one with a 'danger' strap and painted all in red and black. He hadn't even realized how long he'd been out since the fall out with Nicky, nor that being outside when he sun was down was not such a good plan.
His pick strummed at the strings as he tightened and tinkered with them, adjusting the sounds until it was just right. Until it was perfect. Somehow the notes still sounded sour. Probably had to do with the fact that he was playing angry. Hurt. He always said he'd never do that, but when it came down to it really the best songs came out of real heart felt emotions.
Restless nights
But lullabies helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm building up the strength just to say
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's all me.
He felt like it was all his fault, whatever Nick was feeling. Whatever happened between them..why wouldn't it be? He didn't get the nick names Trouble or Danger for nothing. It felt as if something inside him was broken, it wasn't often he fought with his brothers, so it just made it worse that it happened on his birthday. He hadn't felt this bad in a while. But playing helped.