Honestly right now I'm pretty content. I put together a plot all on my own with Planet Terror and I saw it through and it really gave me the confidence to speak up about what I want to do and actually do it. That makes me happy! 'Cause I used to be all shy about my dumb ideas and get discouraged, but I'm a lot more comfortable with them and coming to you guys about stuff! So yay! Growth~ /a million years later
So as a general PSA I guess, everyone should be doing what they want. Doing what you want = more excitement = fun times.
Now as for my slow ass tagging. I just...I'm telling you, my brain is not as quick to formulate and process as it used to be. And then there is my own neurosis. I mean, even though I'm all confident about expressing plot ideas as said above, I still have a lot of insecurities about my writing, Ash will tell you. I get really hung up on what I'm putting out to you all and that does have an effect in how long it takes me to tag you. I don't know how to get out of the vicious psychological cycle really. Or how it even got this bad. Or why it's happening at all. I just want is to give you all my best and I know that tagging so long to tag really puts a damper on things. I'm sorry so sorry, I mean it.
I had more thoughts and I just completely forgot them. SEE.