|Guinevere (camelots_ruin) wrote in nevermore_logs,|
@ 2012-08-25 14:07:00
|Entry tags:||guinevere, lancelot|
Who: Lancelot and Guinevere
What: Surprise! I'm here to be honest about seeing Arthur last week.
When: Saturday afternoon
Where: Lancelot's apartment
Warnings: We'll see
Although Guinevere had told Lancelot and Arthur she desired not to see either of them, at least not Lancelot until she had had some time to think and reflect, she had changed her mind in seeing Arthur. She had felt it was best she heard him out. Some things she told him had been a surprise, such as the fact that he had wanted to apologize for things that had happened in their past. And even though Guinevere had been thrilled to hear him say that she thought it was better to be nonchalant. It was better not to owe any favors and she felt if she accepted apologies for past misdeeds she would find herself in a most unsavory situation.
Being truthful with Lancelot was what was important here. She wasn't sure if she had all the details she needed, but she felt that he deserved to know. Maybe they finally had their chance, maybe they did not. She honestly had no idea.
She came to his apartment in a whim. For too long her thoughts had been on how to best explain she had seen Arthur even though she had said she wanted it otherwise. Surely Lancelot would understand her reasoning. It was merely to hear Arthur out.
She rang the doorbell and felt very foolish as she waited. She didn't know what to do with her hands, tucking them into her pockets and then immediately pulling them out anxiously. She just needed to see him. That was what it came down to.