[Having Hei on her side -- at least, partly -- is the only thing that keeps Saya from grabbing her sword and storming off. They think her cruel for wishing to die, but can they not see the cruelty in forcing her to continue a life she was never meant for?]
If you're not going to do it, then say so. [She's done arguing about this. If her mind was the change it wasn't going to be because of what someone else demanded.]
[She glanced at Hei, noting the impassivity that was his public face. Would he show her a different one once they left? Maybe not.]