[He gaze falls at that, looking down at the puppy napping on his lap]
Maybe. I'm not going to look for it though. [At first he didn't mind being here. Now he just has nothing left in him to even bother trying] Too many friends I've made here I'd never see again if I went home. Too many important people I'd lose.
[And what's the point of looking for something only to fail constantly? Akito's been through too much...he doesn't want to hurt anymore]