Now he feels like he is definitely a shitty person.]
She's always smiling. Even when she has a shitty brother like me, she's always being happy and positive, like I can do no wrong, even though I do everything wrong. She can make something out of nothing. Everyone loved her. She's the kindest person. Talking about her makes me want to cry, but I'm tired of crying. It's not going to bring her back or anything.