OTA - koi pond
[ there's a skinny gray kid with his hands to his temples. he's rubbing at them, trying to relax his growing migraine and level out his mood. it's been a little everywhere today. aggressive, apologetic, depression. yeap, kind of just showing a broad spectrum of emotions and the like. it's wearing him thin.
the fish are nice, though. they remind him of Feferi, probably the only thing keeping him together at the moment. god, he feels so stupid. stupid, weak, pathetic. just about ready to find something to bash his brains out with. because life is dumb and being a teenager is even dumber. ]