not everything is gonna be the way you think it ought to be;
I'm not guilty because I'm -- was -- Catholic, though it certainly doesn't help matters. [ being raised catholic in 1700s ireland fine-tuned his guilty conscience long before he was undead and sporting a soul he was cursed with in the name of vengeance. he often drank to shut out the guilt, both in his human and souled vampire days.
still, he nods. ] People fight, they die, and it's part of doing what we do. Wesley knew the risks, knew exactly what he was getting into. All of us stepped into that ring knowing there was a good chance we wouldn't make it out alive. And he didn't.