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Well, children are forced to go to school, aren't they? You could just call my experience homeschooling. I had to know how to speak, for example, to integrate with Lilim.
[That's a tougher question, though.] Contradiction makes things interesting. Puzzles to work out. Things you think you've got a grasp on that suddenly wriggle free. That's why I won't give up on studying Lilim - there's always something new to discover.