[Miranda's brow crinkled a little, not liking the way he was speaking.]
I-I didn't really fight, it was mindless motions to try to get away from...the pain. It isn't the same as what happened to you! Allen and Lenalee w-were in danger, so I wanted to help them.
If it hadn't just been me...[it's rather pathetic to have to admit]...I would have just sat there and cried until she killed me.