But this wasn't the same. I got away from it. And all I wanted was for him to take me back. Because I felt empty and hollowed out and everything hurt. I just wanted it to stop. I didn't care what happened. I just wanted that feeling back. I would have let the world burn if he would have just taken me back.
And when he couldn't, I wanted to be the one to stop him, even though it would kill me, just so everything would stop hurting.