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Tweak says, "Would you like a jelly baby?"

The Shrew (catseyenebula) wrote in gooseberry,
@ 2017-01-07 01:00:00

Entry tags:

! journal, regan hobbs, zz drop: katerina ivanova

Riri. Help. I'm already running dry and I'm begging for the shit your brother sends. This is my desperation. ~~Spiced rum is gross but it'll do it's job.~~ My family isn't going to bother with coming to visit. ~~Too dangerous~~. Neither of them are magical and sort of already have plans. Lucky shits.

I wonder if any of my old school friends have ended up being mail order brides. Is that a weird thought?

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	Katya. adorbs 2017-01-07 01:01 pm UTC (link)
	Hiii. I have LESS emergency vodka than last semester but it's still your emergency vodka too. You ok bb? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 06:06 pm UTC (link)
	Good I'll take all I get. Next time I decide to make friends with boys remind me they are useless. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya adorbs 2017-01-07 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	Boys aaare sometimes in fact useless. And help yourself duh. I have to beat someone up for you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	No I don't want anyone to beat anyone up. It's dumb. Just thought I made a difference but apparently can't even be bothered really to talk or anything. I think I got broken up with or something, I don't even know. Just really nothing. I'm just going to drink. One day I'll hopefully be told anything at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya adorbs 2017-01-07 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	You probably did make a difference. I don't know what's going on either, but like for whatever it's worth, I'm sure it's not you. It's shit that it's happening to you. I know. Have you tried talking to him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	I tried. I got a few words before he basically told me to fuck off. Haven't even really seen him outside of class since the dance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya adorbs 2017-01-07 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	That's really weird. But it does sound like whatever it is has to do it's him. He's handling it badly, not you. You shouldn't be the one who feels bad now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	Problem is, he's one of the only ones that understands some of the shit in my life. So great. Go me. I'm all alone in that shit again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya adorbs 2017-01-07 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	You aren't alone. I know it's not the same, not all of us know all your stuff But if you want to talk or like vent or whatever. I can be here without getting all of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	How are your parents? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya adorbs 2017-01-07 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	I mean. Fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya catseyenebula 2017-01-07 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	How would you feel if you watched one of them die? Not wishing death on them, trust me. Just asking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. adorbs 2017-01-07 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I can't imagine. It wouldn't be right for me to even like try and guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. catseyenebula 2017-01-07 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	I watched mine die. Kind of fucks up your brain a bit. Drinking at least makes it feel less terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. adorbs 2017-01-07 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, that makes sense. But doing too much of that might make you feel more terrible in the long run. (I know I know, who am I to talk. And I promise I promise I'm not judging.) Does anything else help? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. catseyenebula 2017-01-07 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	No I know you aren't. Just nothing really seems to help. I'm homesick for Russia and I can't go back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. adorbs 2017-01-07 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	Think later, you can? After school? There's magic and Russia's so big. I'm sure there's a way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Addaya. catseyenebula 2017-01-07 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	No, I doubt it. It's too dangerous. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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