Jacen Stephen Allen (cantoutwitjacen) wrote in genome_project, @ 2011-01-17 18:16:00 |
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Entry tags: | january 2011 |
Who: Jacen and Annie
When: After this
Where: Coffee shop.
What: Jacen loses it.
Rating: TBA
There was nothing physically telling about the state Jacen Allen was in. He wasn't shaking or crying. He didn't have an angry look. To any ordinary person, Jacen seemed just as he did any other day. But looks could be deceiving. As Jacen peddled away at his bike on his way to the coffee shop, he was like a volcano about to erupt. He had somehow managed to hold back his fury, his anger, his sadness, his fear. He looked to be in perfect control. He wasn't even peddling that fast. But inside, the magma was bubbling near the boiling point.
By the time he reached the coffee shop though, he was already starting to feel the beginnings of a massive breakdown. It was a good thing he was able to hold out for so long, because had it hit during his bike ride, the results would have been catastrophic. Pushing through the doors at the coffee shop, he went over to the other side of the place, across from the booth where he and Lexie had sat nearly a year ago discussing a certain dance that seems more than insignificant at the moment. His breathing was erratic, and he kept clenching and unclenching his fists.
Where was Annie? He needed Annie. He needed someone. He was going to scream and cry and curse more than he'd ever cursed before as one thing became immediately apparent. He absolutely and completely loathed his twin sister.