You'll never get it because YOURE NOT FUCKING SORRY. You don't want forgiveness, what about peace of motherfucking mind? If you really are a Dahmer level psycho, guess you don't have to worry about that shit. Are you? That's the only reason you wouldn't want to make right, because you know Sam didn't deserve what you did to her. This isn't your goddamn Lifetime movie, you're not the misunderstood star of cable access, bitch.
You don't care that I dislike you. That'd be impressive if I believed you. You've proven yourself to be a liar repeatedly, stretching the truth to make shit cool for you and awful for everyone else. Don't tell me you don't care. That's all you care about.
And I'm not wasting my time. Not at all. I enjoy hating you, much more than I think you enjoy being hated.