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Tweak says, "I dreamt I was a moran..."

Turgon the Wise | Sarafinwë Turukáno (turukano) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-05-03 00:06:00

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[Filtered; Fingon]
I have made her cry again. I do not know what I'm doing wrong. Some days she is happy and some days she cries and tells me that she's sad.

I don't know what to be for her, brother.

I am so lost.

[Filtered; Mother]
Help me. Please.

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	findekano 2013-05-03 07:10 am UTC (link)
	I do not like crying women. They are frightening to me. But maybe...maybe she is always hurting, and just some days she is able to hold it in better than others? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 07:13 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how to make it easier for her. We are struggling. We are wading through the sea and the farther we go the farther from the shore we get. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-03 07:14 am UTC (link)
	What do you want, brother? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 07:21 am UTC (link)
	To make her happy! I am used to being alone. But we are unhappy being apart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-03 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	She isn't used to being alone, then. And she wants...things to be as she remembers? It is difficult, brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Aye, but can it be? Many things have happened between the years, brother. I am not who she wants me to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-03 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	Perhaps that fear is only in your mind. Perhaps she wants you as you are? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	anaire 2013-05-03 07:13 am UTC (link)
	Little one! What troubles you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 07:14 am UTC (link)
	I am hurting and I don't know how to fix it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	anaire 2013-05-03 07:16 am UTC (link)
	Shhh, tell me how and why you are hurting, and I will do what I can to make it better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 07:24 am UTC (link)
	Elenwë, I don't know what I am doing. It was easier when I was young, and stupid. Now I am old and uncertain. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	anaire 2013-05-03 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	Nay...I think it has nothing to do with age, my dear. I think it is simply that you trusted more in the future, and feared less, when you were young in Valinor. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-05-03 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what he future will hold anymore, mother. I am afraid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	anaire 2013-05-03 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	If you love her - and I believe you do - then love will find a way, little one. (Reply to this) (Parent)