so i figure its been like 4 days since i got back and i'm not allowed to 'do anything terrible to myself' so why not use this thing againplus i finally found the stupid invitaton under the couch so i have a question about this masqerfuck it masked ball thing. i went to the last one and it was okay till those people died.
i was wondering if people think the building will do something if someone decides not to go. and if so then what. except theyll have drinks and its free i haven't decided if i'm going yet but if i'm just going to end up there anyway or somewhere like antarctica because the building is pissed then i guess maybe i should. except i think im kind of crazy and not really stable maybe ill be the one who drowns in the well this time, probably a lot less painful than jumping off the fire escape anyway
hey illy are you going?...fuck i should not be typing things or talking to people ugh