Forget about the things we do. People change, Laurel. One person might think they destroy the world. Which, trust me, even after what you told me you don't. I've known people that destroy the world. What you do, isn't destroying the world. It might hurt it, but it doesn't destroy it.
However, people change. From what you've told me, you've changed. So, the only way that you're getting rid of me is if you push me away. Something that we know isn't possible.