"Well, I don't think anybody really knows for sure...but...I mean...the implications were kinda....implied..." He probably could have worded that better, but his mind didn't really want to touch on the subject too much. The idea of anything being killed just to prove some stupid point...It wasn't even that though. What point were they even trying to make? Haha? Careful what you wish for?
"Yeah. I don't know if I'd call it "motivation". It's blatant manipulation. It's like they're just poking us to see what well do next." He felt sick, his expression souring before he shook his head. "Anyway...it's not a fun topic, and I don't wanna freak you out more. I just...better to be prepared, you know? I kinda wish someone would have been around to let me know just how fucked up it could all be back at the beginning." Maybe he really would have followed through with his whole plan to stay in the library on his own. He might have found a way to make it work, but then he never would have met Kiley, or Lennon, or Tobias. That would have sucked. "Let's just...play, okay? Enjoy it while we can." God, he sounded like a fucking pessimist now.