"When were things not shitty?" Marco asked dryly. "I never went off my meds, I just had a minor episode. Not minor. Not major, though. Um, the party at the beach with the costumes... That was cool. Jack taught me how to make weird but good food combos, and Juno looked really pretty as Princess Leia..." He frowned, pretty sure he was just rambling. He pinched his eyes closed, and rubbed between his eyebrows. "I dunno. It's complicated. And I'm cold."