private message to Cecilia: 9:47pm
thank you for everything, i mean it. you have no idea how thankful i am.
and sorry too, i didn't wanna drag you into that mess but i don't really have deep cut experience and okay he's a fucking dingleberry but he's my fucking dingleberry i don't think we're at the stage where he deserves to bleed slowly to death yet so i had to do something.
i think he's mostly okay now, last i left him he was gonna clean up that whole mess, replace my soggy cocoa puffs (because i was gonna have some for dinner when i got sucked into his spiral of what the fuck) and tomorrow he says he's gonna do laundry. mine too. and i'm gonna gently remind him of that. if you wanna add anything to the pile, i think you should. i don't really know how to teach responsibility so i thought i'd start small like that.
thank you again. earlier today i was talking to oliver and then owen and kept telling them you didn't need more shit on your head, and then i fucking added to it, i'm so sorry. i hope you get some good rest, you deserve it.