private message to Marco: 9:47am
so. i was right wasn't i?
i don't wanna push answers out of you because those fuckers made everything public again but if i ignored it...i can't pretend, next time i saw you i'd ignore you and walk away because i wouldn't ask either.
as your honorary alma gemela, which any other day would leave me very confused because no one’s even called themselves my bff before let alone that, even as a joke like, not that I think you mean it like THAT but it’s still kind of a big deal which i know was a joke but i guess by context it means we're friends, (god fucking knows why you’d subject yourself to that), which i have very little experience with i'm asking. because friends worry don't they? i'm worried anyway. i guess i've been a while. i don't know how to do this but i'm gonna do it anyway.
you're not ok are you? what did cecilia mean about 'condition'? why is owen convinced you're gonna OD? why did you do that shit to chase?
i know the answers don't i? i'm terrified. just fucking say it so i can let the shoe drop.