"I know that isn't true." Since when had he ever had affection? At least the type that he would miss. "The truth is I've only ever been a fill in." He took down a bowl and filled it with chili and then buttered two pieces of toasted bread and brought them towards him, setting the bowl down in front of him. "Do you want some sour cream or grated cheese for the top? Or green onions? Those are good."