Walter just counted the moments until the painful feelings went away. Once he got used to how unusual it felt he was sure he'd forget all about the beginning awkwardness. As Nicholas thrust into him again he groaned, quickly reclaiming and holding his breath. His warm, slightly clammy hand moved up from Nicholas' shoulder to the side of his neck, stumbling to brush over his jaw as he sought out his boyfriend's eyes his own gaze molten and heavy.