The kiss help assuage his concerns. He pressed back into it needfully, clinging to Nicholas' shoulders to keep him close. He wasn't so worried that he wanted to stop, not like he had in the past. He knew he definitely wanted Nicholas to do this, was as sure about it as anything he'd ever been before and when his boyfriend pushed into him, his fingers tightened on Nicholas' shoulders and he groaned, trying to keep the pain out of his voice. It wasn't that bad, it didn't hurt that badly. There had to be worse things in the world, there definitely were worse things than giving himself up to someone he loved.