Well, I have a handful of regular readers for my K/O series on LJ--not many, about 5 or 6, but I'm hoping they'll be drawn in to check out your K/O pairing, too.
I probably upped your counter a bit, too, because I kept going back to read it again on IJ, and checked a few times on LJ to see if anyone left comments. But not 60 times, I'm sure--darn lazy readers! ;)
I remember Miyasaka said something along the lines of, "I might as well make him (Iwaki) hate me, then I can really give up on him." I wasn't sure if this was a selfish, "If Iwaki will reject me no matter what, I'm going to have him at least once, even if he hates me for it," or some sort of twisted attempt at doing the right thing, as in he knows he has to stop pursuing Iwaki, but can't bring himself to do it, so he decides to make Iwaki hate him and put an end to things that way. Either way, he obviously didn't think it through and forsee the consequences.
I probably upped your counter a bit, too, because I kept going back to read it again on IJ, and checked a few times on LJ to see if anyone left comments. But not 60 times, I'm sure--darn lazy readers! ;)
I remember Miyasaka said something along the lines of, "I might as well make him (Iwaki) hate me, then I can really give up on him." I wasn't sure if this was a selfish, "If Iwaki will reject me no matter what, I'm going to have him at least once, even if he hates me for it," or some sort of twisted attempt at doing the right thing, as in he knows he has to stop pursuing Iwaki, but can't bring himself to do it, so he decides to make Iwaki hate him and put an end to things that way. Either way, he obviously didn't think it through and forsee the consequences.