It’s not just Stan. There’s things happening back home that have made me really question who I am. Hence the whole name shift. I’m just worried that I’m using Stan to try and put myself back together and he doesn’t deserve that. He’s such a good guy and I really like him. He’s smart and he’s funny and he keeps saying he isn’t nice, but he really is. And he’s handsome, obviously, but that isn’t even what it’s about. He’s just such a good person and I really care about him. More than I expected to.
I’m trying to give him space, to figure things out. I just don’t know exactly what’s going on here.