Ward.
My best friend was the Winter Soldier. Brainwashed or not I have a good reason to believe in second chances. I don’t know you. Maybe you don’t deserve the consideration, but you probably wouldn’t be reaching out to all of these people if you didn’t want some kind of closure. Unless you’re just a glutton for punishment.
Stop wallowing in your past mistakes. If you deserve a good beat down I’m sure Sharon can take care of it herself.