You say that, but she'll look at you with those fucking doe eyes of hers and you'll remember she's the love of your life. And I get it. I do. I signed on for a life trapped in Fillory to try to stop a monster. Well, okay, I sort of got trapped into it by weird blood magic, but still. I get why you thought you had to do that. But I'm selfish and I didn't want to lose you.
Of course I did it. I just can't believe you ever thought I wouldn't.
I don't care if I'm safe. Our lives aren't safe. They're never going to be. I care about you.